Unexpected.
I was uber tired last night that I went to bed at 8 p.m right after dinner. How not to grow fatter you tell me? Woke up at 1 a.m after being alert by a message ringtone. Unknowingly I fell back to sleep.. Constantly drifting in and out of sleep the whole night through. And finally woke up at 7.30 this morning! As I sat in the toilet with my hand claps over my head, my body bending over, I began to think hard... " We finally broke off. " I felt a slight sting in my heart. I insisted we go our own ways. I was very reluctant to let go, honestly.
He was a great guy, he loved me like no one ever did, he gave me all he had, he was almost perfect. Only one thing the couldn't change - his temper. His temper made him disrespect me, not only as a girlfriend, but also as a human being. Hurting me mentally and physically.
I was just so sick of apologies. Over and over again.
I knew he tried to change, of me, for us. But sometimes if it is his nature and upbringing that molds him into who he is today, it is almost impossible to change.
After a long 2 years...
no hope, no love. no glory. No happy ending.
Anyway, I'm alright la. Still very strong so far. Been enjoying life alot! Everyone seemed so supportive. hahaha..
Will keep everyone update!
Tata~
And I shall end here.