I felt like everything that happened the for past 3 weeks was like a bad dream. A nightmare.
A person who stepped into my life and taught me about love just walked off after creating a massive havoc to my life. Weird to think if it because it feels like he doesn't even exist in the first place. I'm not blamming him, it was my fault because I coulnd't make up my mind. I ruined it myself because I wanted best from both worlds. Then again, he must have probably be an angel sent by heaven. His existance made the other person realised how much the person used to take me for granted. I guess the saying "you never know what you've lost until its gone." is true.
Now, I've found someone who loves me more than ever, but yet reluctantly let go someone who would be a great lover but not worth loving.
I'm more than grateful to be with who I am now. I learn to appriciate things he is doing to change to be a better person. Everything happens for a reason. In my case, a good one.

My life is back to pretty normal. I've gotten back my gym membership and my freedom to start back working. I have my ever suppostive friends with me and my darling boyfriend. =)
I've closed the chapter and started a whole new one making sure I don't do any nistakes again.