mind speaks.
This is me in Redang last year. Thinner and fitter.
Now I'm fat and flabby.
AND I'M ORGANIZING A CLASS TRIP TO REDANG FOR MY CLASS TRIP NEXT MONTH!!! wheee.. I hope it works out well la.
*prays hard*
I watched Angels and Demons at Times Square with my college mates! The movie was great/ excellent and the story line was so unpredictable (okay lor.. I didn't read the book. Lazy people.).. I don't understand why they screened such awesome show in such a small cinema? We had no choice because the cinema was bloody full and 6 of us except Eric went and sat at the stairs on the floor! Better view tho very uncomfortable..MUST GO WATCH!
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I'll blog about how I feel soon, when I feel that I'm ready to announce to the world.
Currently I still cry myself to sleep. I had to keep my mind occupied so that I won't drift back into my own thoughts and drown myself. I try to go out as often as possible.
I did not stop loving, I just didn't want to be in this abusive relationship anymore.
More like I forced myself to move on.
I hurt myself intentionally to save myself from eternal suffering.
=)
I smile because I try to be happy. I say I'm okay because I know everything is not.
oh well.
tata~
And I shall end here.