Happy New Year Everyone!
May we all welcome the first decade of the millennium with joy, laughter and much success.
I'll kick start this post with a huge ass picture of me! =)

2009 had been a hell roller coaster for me.
With all the dramas and cruel lessons I had to learn, somewhat forced me to grow up instantly.
I am as stubborn as a cow, arrogant like anything. I think with my heart, not my brain which always put me in deep dung. I have nothing to be proud of with my life. Yet, I am too arrogant to admit my mistakes.

Manage to take some time off to spend real quality time with myself. Celebrated Christmas alone at home with my puppy while the rest of my family went to Penang. =) Count down for New Year was quiet and peaceful while I sat side by side with my puppy as we both welcomed the new decade. Surprising eh? Even my parents were out on the hill top to watch the fireworks and my sister was somewhere in KLCC having fun.

I've been doing alot of thinking. I have came to a conclusion, regardless you like it or not.
I am who I am. I will not change so that your mother would like me being friends with you. I assume your parents know me better than you do to judge me, no?If I am such a bad influence, feel free to leave. I don't believe in being a hypocrite so that the entire world worships you for being wise and good. I do not camouflage when I am with different people because I am always who I am when I am with them. I don't judge my friends and discriminate them according to their grades , influence or family backgrounds. Coming from a poor or rich family was never an important issue when I pick my friends more over criticizing the upbringing his or her family.
Do not judge when you have the least knowledge of the world.
I am, much down to earth.
What happens in real life do not come from books. Books are mere guideline, not a prophecy from god.

Some people are best to stay away from, because they judge you for who you are. Even worse when you have known each other for years. It is really sad. I'll continue to search the world for friend who will take me for who I am. =)

Happy New Year Folks!
love.