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Wednesday, July 16, 2008 ' 8:23 PM

Acting to be in love

As you can see, picture taken via a uber dirty mirror. Sorry! *smiles*
This is what I wore to college today.
As I hurriedly walk in for my 8 o'clock morning class and apologize for being a tad late, Manda pointed out about my dressing.

" Wahhh.. Class so early also can dress up?!"

Then our Maths lecturer, Mr. Noel started giving his own predictions of how I just simply grab the green necklace upon going out and the colour combination of my clothing were a bit out and my hair was in a big mess.
Urgh.
-__-

Well, to be honest, my hair was in a mess because I just had my hair washed that morning, the necklace by the way was what I always wear to match this green top. And I think the colour combination of my clothes were FINE!
Urgh. GUYS.*shaking my head dowh!*

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Something that has been on my mind for quite a while.
Never really thought deeply about it until just now.

Ever had the feeling that you are just so tired and bored of your relationship?
You just don't feel like you need the existance of the person in your life anymore.
The person just don't bring excitement to you anymore.
No sparks nothing.
Just arguements over the same issues all over again.
Exhausted of telling how you feel and gave up on telling him what to do.
Suddenly you realised there is nothing in common between the both of you.
You've tolerate enough, tried to stay and try to talk things out but it just won't work.
Then you realised you have been acting all these while.. preteding to be so in love..
when the truth is you are not.
You need the person more than you love him.

I don't know.. But that is how I feel.
It's gonna hurt when it heals too, it will all get better in time. =/

This is weird. No fights occured between us.
I'm not typing this out of anger.
Maybe this is really what I've been searching for all these while..
The answer to my own misery.

And I shall end here.